Wednesday, February 08, 2006
10:26 PM
i didnt know how to phrase my ans..
and of cause,i decided not to ans..
to avoid YOUR misunderstanding of my lil mind..
guess even if i did,i doubt you wil know wat to do bout it..
*tinkin back..
some wil jus pass msg when she has
-flu,
-dental appointment,
-makin I/C,
-replace ez-link,
-brg ah ma to hospital,
-pei ah ma kan yi shen,
-my mum dun allow,
-gg overseas,
-etc..
i'm havin flu,cought,sore throat and fever NOW and for the pass few days..
and i had been attendin all trgs even when i'm sick..
i pushED mt dental appointment from LAST nov to last dec,
to jan,to march cox the dental is onli in on mon and fri when i'm havin trg..
when my mum planned some SHORT overseas trip for the family,
i haven been gg because the days tt everyone can make it,
i cant go BECAUSE of trg..
but wat have i got.?
scoldingS,aft scoldingS aft SCOLDINGS..
but do you not know tt i understand nothin of wad you said.?
of cause i cant get the balls well recently..
when tis is the lousiest year i ve got in tis fuckin skool..
you tink tt my attitude turns lousy,i tink you have changed.!
i know i chged..due to many reasons..
but you tink i reali wan to.?
i would rather be a lil player who dun even know wats a youth cup is..
den to be said to be proud because i had some achievements.?
ure crackin a joke of my life can.?!
ooh,anw,thankx to those fucking ass who adds oils to MY fire..
you ass rock.!i swear..
attending almost all the trgs i'm told to attend..
tryin the best i can..
but all you see is NOTHIN..
even when you know tt some ppl have not been attendin..
but i dun see much diff in terms of treatment..
when i made a mis-pass,i'll get scolded..
when ppl make mis-pass,you'll onli sae them cause they haven been attendin trgs..
as a baller,dun you understand tt:
its diff to but two players who haven been playin tgt to play well.?!
and of cause,i'm the one gettin scolded..
yeah..i do agree wit you sayin i isolate myself from the others..
everyone is in their own clicks..
they ve their own topic to chat on..
so m i suppose to cut their conversation and join in.?
when i talk,you sae i tok too much..
when i dun,you sae i gif attutide..
come on la..
i mean..wats wrong wit not talkin.?
cant i jus DUN FEEL LIKE TALKIN FOR A DAE OR TWO.?
not everyone can act and perform sociable at all times..
i nid a BREAK..
anw,i know you wont be seein tis..
but i jus feel like leavin tis FUCKIN team at times..
why do ppl ACT tt they care ONLY at the point tt they see you kana scoldings,
and TRYs to be there when ure down.?
its either ure here to act,or ure her to luf..
but anw,i'm rather suprised tt you remembed so much..
still tot tt you have forgotten i came from nan chiau..
maybe i should had changed my CCA to a individual sports like table-tennis..
ANW,I'M FUCKIN BLOODY PISSED WITH WATEVER IT IS NOW..
YOU CAN LUF WHEN I'M CRYIN..
BUT I'M NOT GG TO CHG FOR YOU PPL..
YOU'LL NOT SMILE FOR LONG..
TATS MY PROMISE TO YOU..
=)
11^iQAy
THANKX FOR BEING THERE EVEN WHEN YOU ARE NOT THERE TO WITNESS OR KNOE ANYTHIN BOUT IT..
