Thursday, March 27, 2008
8:49 PM
so too many things happened.
have been pretty busy these few days.
guess being busy is a good way to prevent my thoughts to run wild.
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monday
gg to school,rushng for work..
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tuesday
waking up freaking early to coach GESP,and coach again for 4 hours,den rush for work again.
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wednesday
gg for x-ray and waiting for doc..
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thursday
waking up freaking early to coach GESP.met huishi to shop around.
saw ee keng working at "Sheer Romance" at far east.
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i'm so tired.very tired,really very tired.
tired of everything.
tired of being forced to make decision,to consider beyond my control.
tired of being tired.
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it doesnt feel good being forced to decide and reconsider thing that you've decided.
and many other things that i have to do and plan after deciding.
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to enter that door,
the day for the end , the day for another start.
april fool.
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perhaps,an overdose or an extra jab will be good to ease my pain.physically and mentally.
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just 5 more days to go,and i'm counting down in this empty night.
to be exact,another 4 and half day.
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there's alway an expectation in every expect.
but never set or expect too much,it only results in more disappointment.
if only somethings can be measured,and can be converted equally,
then there wont be anything such as unfairness,there wont be so much effortless work.
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paraniod ,will i be able to cope?
will i be able to handle more than the pain?
am i ready ?
am i making the right choice?
will this be a wrong choice?
and cause me any bigger lose?
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selective listening,selective believe,one definate answer.
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