Sunday, May 25, 2008
2:40 AM
am i to cry or am i to laught.
sometime,really felt so fan jian.
but it makes me think,to look back at how things were 3-4 years back.
how dumb and stupid i/we handles things,
how easy those words came out from each individual,
how many or how much are true?
perhaps just 2 years down the road,
when i turn back and look at today,just today.
i'd have felt even stupider.
do we say things for a reason?
or do we say for the sake of saying?
and the same kind/type/phrase of words can be used over and over and over again on many ppl,yet to whom will it end with?
why do i not understand.
sometimes, knowing more isnt a good idea yet you'll want to find out.
why when i've decided to go for operation,didnt the doctor tell me that there's 20% chance of failing.than 80% of sucessful cases?
just what if something just have to happen and i didnt manage to wake up on 1st of april.
will anyone after be recieving/feeling what i am now?
sometimes,i dont wish for white lies but the truth.
those words felt so recycled to me.suddenly.
thou my level of vocab is limited,i know i sucked at it.
but i'm sure my dictionary does a better job.
singapore is too small.
i just want some air else where.
where you've not shared with anyone else(s).
i'm definatly better today compared to 3-4 years back,
i mean,having to seen what more stupid/stupider things there were,
there aint much or me to conclude,
but the WISH,for what my wish was.
why the fuck am i thinking TOO MUCH in the middle of the night.
random is not the word.
if this is life,why is this my life?
i'm hard to handle.
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